stelepami @stelepami@mspsocial.net

Procraftination: Engaging in hobby crafts as a form of procrastination.

Oh no I sat down and now I might never get up again. + 🛋 =

The perennial toot.
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🛋 ≠ 🛏

Star Wars name generator:
1st 3 letters of your last name
+ 1st 2 letters of your first name
+ 1st 3 letters of your mother's maiden* name
+ 1st 2 letters of the closest city/town to where you were born
You may remove up to one letter.

*This is how I learned it in 7th grade/1998. Use the last name of a parent, relative, or chosen family. Can be the same or different from your own last name.

Happy share: My parents' kitties greeting me when I showed up there the other day without the dog in tow!

#cats #Catstodon

Going followers-only for awhile. Also planning to prune that list. I might make a more public alt, I might not.

The complimentary subtooting is cute but my brain is doing mean things tonight so I'm gonna try to sleep to shut it up. Gnight.

I decided to make the skillet pizza tonight even though I got started super late. It is very tasty but I managed to get some of the topping stuck on the broiler and the inside of my oven really needs to be cleaned now.

My little sister randomly called me and we haven't talked in a long time and she listened and validated me and I love her so much. It was exactly what I needed.

I need to go spend some time in the woods with someone I love and know that when I come back I will have a place to live and be able to pay my bills and get health care and please, please be treated with dignity.

Pretty sure that's the best way to take care of me right now. Let me be around some trees a very few people I trust.

I'm swinging back and forth between rage and despair and frustration and sometimes joy in little things and occasionally hope and it's so fucking exhausting I just don't want to deal with this anymore.

I'm doing the best I can but the world keeps shoving it back in my face how that's not good enough and laughing at me. Then I get too discouraged to even do my best. Then it's my fault cuz I'm not trying hard enough.

Anybody wanna walk a dog tonight? She really deserves it but I'm exhausted (despite doing very little today).

Also, she's super attached to me so she probably won't go with you unless you literally drag her by her harness which is quite a workout actually, because she's huge.

I grew up hearing that if I worked hard enough I could do anything. Honestly, it wasn't a great message for me.

Now, as I struggle with economic and health/energy constraints, it's really tough to let go of the things I want to be doing (roller derby, Morris dance), and even harder to do it without blaming myself for not working hard enough because that's supposed to solve everything.

I'm a college-educated, white ciswoman. I know I have a lot of privilege. Still hard